Even though it was so embarrassing to happen in front of my friends I’m glad it did because it’s made this situation real.
The stress that I have been putting myself through is not worth it. No one is worth it.
And my dream last night was a huge wake up call, I believe it was my minds only way of spelling it out for me. Now now, I know I don’t usually believe in that kinda stuff but this time was really different.

New York City on May 15, 2012 - © Steven Kelley